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Things Are On The Up

I’ve had a lot of different things start to go right for me recently, and as much as I realise I’ll probably jinx everything by even thinking that, it’s tough, I wanted to post. Some things are probably pretty trivial, but the cumulative effect is a nice one. Even things like feeling my kicks are slowly improving and getting higher (they might not be, but they feel that way at least) are representative of these little pluses. It’s fair to say I’ve had some surprises too, most of them very welcome.

First up, my job looks safe. It’s been pretty tense over the last few months for everyone working for the council down here, as a giant merger of the main body and the districts have had people fearing for their jobs. I was lucky enough to be confirmed in my current role last week which was a massive relief having just taken some more money out on our mortgage to be able to get the house done.  Then over the weekend and early part of the week, Murphy seemed to be getting ill. His stomach was gurgling like crazy, he didn’t want to eat and was all slow, tired and unmurph-like. We took him to the vets as a precaution and typically the day he went he seemed fine again.  They say the best cure for a toothache is booking an appointment at the dentist after all… He’s got a few tablets to help settle his stomach now which is good and he’s back to his old self.

Work on the house seems to be going well. What was a massive hole in the floor has transformed into proper foundations and there’s even a floor now. It’s been built up with hardcore, gravel and sand and tehn compacted, and today they’re laying six inches of concrete on top of it all to form what will actually be the floor we lay the wood on. It’s exciting now to have something substantial there and not just a big pit of mud. Once the concrete sets properly I intend to get out there with big pieces of cardboard to represent the kitchen appliances and furniture  so I can see how best to lay everything out. The walls will go up pretty quickly apparently, I can’t wait personally!

My best friend’s stag do looks like it’s been sorted out, it seems we’ll be heading to the wilds of bristol for a weekend of drunken debauchery wholesome male bonding with vehicles and guns of different kinds. It’ll be nice to have the little break away because other than the prospect of being sent to Worthing again for more training, I don’t think there’s any chance of a holiday this year. Although saying that, having a nice new home with a bathroom and kitchen will certainly feel like a holiday compared to the last couple of months.

This Friday is the monthly Rock Night as ever, and it should be a good one. One of my friends and training partners has joined the RAF and is off to do a tour in Afghanistan for six months so we’re seeing him off in true TSD fashion ;) . I think that’s it for now, certainly everything I want the wider world to know, but yes, it’s been a good week so far.

Time for some music, first up is a lovely uplifting song which would easily have made it on to some of my older playlists had I known it then.

..and this is what I’m listening to a lot lately..

The Way Things Should Be

This week has taken it out of me, but I feel completely energised. Maybe it’s the increased daylight, maybe it’s something else, who knows. The grading left me exhausted and proud, but by the time training came on Tuesday things were looking up. It was hard work, it always is, but it’s always worth the effort in the end. It’s too rewarding to ever give up.

Last night I went to kickboxing for the first time in a while, and while it was very hard it was very much worth seeing through and giving everything. After the class I felt very lifted, if a touch sweaty. I’m off work today and it’s probably a good thing, I’m pretty tired. But at the same time I have the indescribable lift, which means I’ll be running our 2.5 mile route again tonight, looking forward to the hot shower and time to reflect after and the good feelings that come with it.

Things feel ‘right’ again now. I’ve got new challenges, new opportunities and a renewed optimism. I also need a new dobok.

I’m signing out today with a couple of old tracks I re-discovered recently, both of which I love and love to sing along to.

Moby – Dream About Me
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Blink 182 – I Miss You
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Seeing The Light

It’s begun to get noticeably lighter around here. I’m not talking about my desk at work, but in general. Yesterday I heard the answerphone switch on at 5 which activates a Pavlov-like response in me where I stand and gather my essentials before heading home. As I looked around the office though I realised something was different – there was sunshine on the blinds! (I initially mis-typed ‘blonds’ there, I think it’s safe to say it’s more blinds than blonds here – *sigh*).

Slowly but surely, Winter’s on its way out and Spring is coming. The mornings are getting lighter and not quite so unbearable, reaching for the snooze button on the alarm happens in a faded glow now rather than utter darkness. At lunchtimes I’ve found myself driving to the shops with the windows down on sunny days, and I’ve already managed to find some ‘Summer Songs’. Summer Songs for me are those songs which, if their playing coincides with a warm sunny day and a good mood, are uplifting. In fact this year may have to be the year when I take the time to collate them all and make an album to have me beaming from ear to ear for hours at a time.

As if that wasn’t good enough, the fancy tea and muffin fairy visited today, along with a Hokusai to make me smile – someone knows what I like. It’s officially over half-way through the week now too. I guess you could say I’m having a ‘glass is half full’ kinda day. Whether you’re decorating the steps of a local park with the contents of your stomach, or celebrating the purchase of the most expensive dirt you ever bought today, I hope your day is a bright one.

As I was explaining to someone, I was trying to find the perfect song to end this post on, but I couldn’t decide, so here are two. I’m too good to you!

I Was A Cub Scout – Pink Squares
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and….

Carter USM – The Only Living Boy In New Cross
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